Don’t see this going well in the future…I’m trying to stay positive and not think like that but I keep seeing things :/ that doesnt look good I can only imagine where this goes when things start changing…I only hope it all works out at the end it cuz my mind keeps going places I don’t want it to!! :(…..just want her to be honestly happy.
She going off to college and it bothers me cuz I don’t wanna lose her n I know we have trust n jus have to communicate but I know it’s not go be all easy n times go get hard n I’m not sure if I’m ready for those times :/….it’s going to be times we may not talk or she too busy or tired n I can’t get mad or pissed off because it’s harder to fix fights hundreds of miles away so I jus have to pray things workout for the best I’m hoping it does I really don’t want things to go downhill n I don’t wanna be all controlling in this relationship cuz that’s not cool I want her to have fun n be happy cuz I can’t ruin anything else up again for her :( I won’t be that guy again…
